Angels P. O. V. I could not stop my tears now. Whatever I have told till now will just bring Brians sympathy. But what I am going to tell now, I dont know how it is going to impact. What he will think, he still may have the sympathy for me after I tell rest of the things, but will he still be near to me, will he still want to remain friends with me "Please dont cry. I understand its tough. " He tried to console me. I wiped out my tears and just nodded, but was dreading to speak again. I was getting nervous now and he could sense it perhaps. He hugged me and said "You can tell it to me. " I released myself from his hug and continued. "Brian, whatever I have told till now is worse, but what I am going to tell now is worst. " My heart beat was speeding because of the fear rising in me. I took a deep breath to calm down myself and turned away from him. I could not face him. "When Angel came out of the container, she knew she had traveled miles and miles in the sea and she is in an altogether different place. She was taken to a building regardless of her unwillingness. She was given some clothes and was been asked to take a bath. When she refused, she was dragged to a bathroom and despite her unwillingness; some other girls removed her clothes and made her bath. Now she thought, better she would have taken bath herself. sympathy flowers She was given good food, her hair was made properly and she was given very short nasty clothes to wear. All the time she was complaining about everything and was asking what was happening. But nobody bothered to answer her. Came evening and she was sent to a room, which was dimly lighted. There was a bed, a table, a chair and a cupboard. The window was small and only the bed light was on. She was asked to sit there. One woman named Maggie came to her and informed her to handle the client well. She could not get any idea what client, what these people want and anything until a man, who looked high profiled came to the room and started undressing her. Within no time, he was kissing her, biting her and took her virginity, regardless of her countless screaming and protest. " The last few words I was saying with a lump in my throat. My breaking voice was clear to him. But he was not speaking anything. He stood there shocked; I just hoped he would not run away, but he spoke. "Are you telling about yourself only Or this is somebody elses story" He asked so sadly. He sounded as if he will break down to tears. "This is my fate Brian. Its my own story. After that first time, I knew why I was kidnapped and what they wanted from me. The building I am talking about is the same building where you went that day. I am a prostitute Brian, a prostitute. " Now I broke down and started crying. I sat down on the boat and covered my face with both my hands. But he did not come to comfort me. He stood there dumb. I stopped sobbing after sometimes and started to speak. "Think of my fate Brian, I even do not know the person who took my virginity. I even cant complain; I dont know anything. And I dont wish to know also. From then onwards it happened so many times, I tried to protest, and I complained, I cried, I pleaded, I did everything possible, but nobody came forward to help me. I tried to escape, I tried to run away, but they found out me again and again. I tried to commit suicide again and again, but each time I was caught and saved and brought back to the building. They are not good people Brian, I cant fight with them. They threatened me that they will do something bad to me and my mom too. They threatened me that they will give more clients to me if I do any such thing like escaping or killing myself. I am too small in front of them. Its now 7 months and finally for last 2 months, I accepted my fate. After trying everything possible on earth to stop doing this prostitution and failing in everything, at last I accepted my fate. You know I even dont know how my mom is. She must have been devastated at my sudden disappearance. " I did not wipe my tears, and the wind dried them soon. I knew he has not run away, he is standing here. But he is not speaking anything. I did not know what else to say, but his silence was killing me. He would have run away, he would have scolded me, he would have made nasty remarks, but no, he was just silent and standing there. It was getting unbearable for me. I stood and went to him. "Speak something Brian! I know you might hate me now. But tell me one thing Brian. Was it my fault that I was beautiful Was it my fault that every guy looked at me only to have my body Was it my fault that I got kidnapped Did not I try to stop this" Still he did not speak anything. I held his both hands and shook them "Speak up something damned, please. Scold me, ditch me, dump me, but speak. I cant bear this silence. " I was almost shouting. He still did not speak. I could see the one drop of tear that rolled down his cheek. I slowly raised my hand and wiped it away and looked at his eyes. He was looking at the sea. I cupped his face with my hands to turn him to face me. Maybe for the first time I was holding some guys face. His skin seemed to be so soft; he was the first guy ever whom I am feeling with my hands. He turned to me but did not look at me; he looked down. I was looking at his face, still holding it in my hand. I was so close to him, had the situation not been so difficult, I would have kissed this man. Will I ever get a chance to kiss this man whom I love Does his silence means I should go away When he still was not saying anything, I said again. This time my voice was soft, trying to make him speak something. "Are you not going to say anything I have opened the book of my life in front of you. And you know you are the first person who knows all about me. Please Brian, speak something. " He maintained the same, so I dropped my hands and breathed deeply. He again looked at the sea, either he is silently telling me to go away or he is not able to hold all these things yet. "Brain, I think this was expected, I might deserve these things, or it is just written in my fate. I had already believed that all guys are bad, until you came to my life. Initial days I was behaving really badly because I thought you are also here for the same cause, but later my all misunderstanding got clear and I understood that you are different. We became friends, the best ever thing that happened to me. And I was too scared to lose a friend like you, so I lied you about my job. I knew the outcome will not be good if I tell you the truth about me, so all these days I had kept it a secret. But yesterday I thought I have been using you a lot and in spite of the fact that I will have to face the consequences, I decided to tell you. I knew it will never result in good and now you are proving it. " He still looked at the sea and I thought this was the end. He is being enough nice for not running away from here and listening to me with patience. What more could I expect. I looked down and thought I have got what was expected. I decided to leave. I grabbed my purse and turned to move. Before walking away I turned once again to find him at the same position again. "Brian, you are the best thing that ever happened to me I guess, in case of guys. You are my only friend. You have the right to make any decision. And I think I have guessed it right. You need rest. Please go home. Thanks for being in my life once. " I said this and started walking. I did not turn again to look at him. I knew if I turn I cant stop myself from crying and begging him. I did not want this to happen. He has his own will and he will decide better. I will accept this. I allowed my tears to flow and I headed for the same building. I knew he had stayed there for some time, but I had to come back. If I dont reach in the building in time, then they will come and search for me. If they found me with Brian, they might think I am again thinking of some escape plan. And unnecessarily they will drag Brian into this. They even might attack him, hell they can kill him. Better for me to go away. After all I love him, I will never want that he should be hurt anyway because of me. "Brian, you have every right to reject me. After all who wants to love a prostitute, who has been sleeping with almost 50 people But you must know Brian, that I love you. I will love you forever. You are my first love and you will be my last love. I know I will never find a guy like you in my whole life. I dont know how many days god has granted me life, but whether it is short or long, now it is dedicated to you. I am all yours and will always be yours. " I said silently to myself. I reached the building, marched towards my room. I did not cry. After all I cant expect a perfect life; that is not in my fate sympathy flowers. At least I am now somewhat relaxed that I have told it all to him. Now he is aware of me, my work and everything. I have to accept his rejection. But I will go to that boat every day. Maybe someday I will get to see him; maybe someday he will change his mind. Maybe someday my fate will change. I kept the yellow roses in a bag and hid it behind the cupboard. Anyway this is the only thing which I have as a reminder of him. Not that I will ever forget him, but at least whenever I will see these flowers, I will be happy that once he considered me as friend. And I know I will always love him, only him. ***************************************** Hi All Readers, Thanks to you all for reading. @Britney - As you wished. . . . here is the next chapter. . . Thanks for reading. @Gel - This chapter will tell you about Brian's reaction and you have to read on to know more. :) @Sants - Yeah, so sad of her, but Brian will be there or not who knows. And even if he were there, no body knows what's there in fate. @REJIEAMA - Your wait is over :) Here is next chapter. @Gouthami - I know you all have been waiting when Angel will tell the real truth, so here it is. sympathy flowers. .